Redzarul's love song to his cherie

Here is the money that I owe you
So you can pay the bills
I will give you more
When I get paid again
I hate those people who love to tell you
Money is the root of all that kills
They have never been poor
They have never had the joy of a welfare christmas
I know we will never look back

You say you wake up crying
Yes and you don't know why
You get up and you go lay down
Inside my baby's room
I guess I'm doing ok
I moved in with the strangest guy
Can you believe he actually thinks
That I'm really alive

I will buy you a garden
Where your flowers can bloom
I will buy you a new car
Perfect shinny and new
I will buy you that big house
Way up in the west hills
I will buy you a new life
Yes I will

Yes, I know all about that other guy
The handsome man with athletic thighs
I know about all the times before
With that obsessive little rich boy
They might think you think you're happy
Yeah maybe for a minute or two
They can't make you laugh
No they can't make you feel the way that I do

I know we can never look back
Will you please let me stay the night
No one will ever know

I will buy you a new life
I will buy you a garden
Where your flowers can bloom
I will buy you a new car
Perfect shinny and new
I will buy you that big house
Way up in the west hills

I will buy you a new life
I will buy you a new life
I will buy you a new life

My work goes to The Grammy Awards 2009

My boss left for Dublin today's afternoon to pick up some stuff that she left over there. She'll be in different countries just in 5 days.. she's gonna be sooo dead. Dublin, Frankfurt, Los Angeles.. dang. She'll be in the Grammy's though. How fun is that right? But she was complaining that she thought that she didn't have to go because she had plans for the weekend, and now she had to go to L.A to see Bono and the rest of the U2. Well, good thing is, that she brought along one of my piece of art to the Grammy's. It is for Edge to wear during the ceremony. Tomorrow, I have to finish up with the Barbie project, since Barbie is now 50 year's old and the Women's Fashion Week is around the corner, people in New York decided to throw her a huge birthday party.. So there will be a huge Fashion Show, and I'll be doing some work for it, and ship it on Tuesday morning. Oh yea, almost forgot, I won't be working this Friday and Monday. Eddie's going to Sweden for shooting. Coolness

I'm Back!! with a new hair-do!

So, I finally got the chance to write. Thank god, Paris Fashion Week is OVER! C'est fini!! I'll tell you all about it, but first, I got to tell you that... I chopped off my hair!! Victoria style.. well, the old one though, not the recent boyish look alike.. It costs about 200euro just to get rid of everything in Frank Provost. Redza loooves the hair-do, and apparently can't stop playing with it, like I'm a 7 years old child. Well, whatever. At least it's easy to manage. No wait, I took at least half an hour just to blow dry it, and 15 minutes to style it!

New hair-do.. Redza too decided to have a new look. It is called "Wolverine"

Ok, do you guys remember when I told you about my boss was away in Washington to see Obama's presidential ceremony? Well, she gave me this as the "yes we can" souvenir. um, gee.. yeah.. thanks..

Presidential Pepermints

Right, it was Paris Fashion Week. Judy Blame was here, he is one of the most influencial fashion stylists/art director in the business. Works with people like Marc Jacobs and John Galliano,even Louis Vuitton uses his expertise. He's a genius!!! The night before the shooting, I decided to go to Champs- Elysees and treat us some Italian.

One of the best Italian restaurant. yum

Tense face. Big day's tomorrow!

Oh I forgot to tell you about the models. We had a female and a male model, the girl is a Brazilian chick, and the dude is British, his name is Michael. He's a friend of Judy, so he was pretty much around the studio all the time. I didn't get the chance to photograph his image because most of the time I was busy working on his body.. I mean you know, since he was wearing J Maskrey's stuff, so my job was to make sure he looks good on camera. Anyway, I got the girl's image though. Topolino was the make-up artist of the day, he was freaking hillarious. His joke seriously works in French. He told us that he was so god damn busy that he had to fly to Milan, and Paris, and again Milan and then Paris.. He was like, " You know, I was in Milan, I am so exhausted! Then I'm here in Paris, then Milan, Milan, Paris, Paris, Milan, Paris, New York, Paris!" (with the French slang, Paree)

The Brazilian girl

Topolino's touch did wonders

With Judy Blame

After the crazy week, I decided to put all the misery behind, and let loose. The 5 of us went off to the club 67 in Champs-Elysees, and did what we do best.. Let's Party!! woooooot!

Yayness!! I'm free from the Fashion Week!

My hunky berry

Talking about girls again..guys?

Man oh man, I love this Rockstar

Zaim with his new ride..

The girls!

Je suis malade..peut-etre trop..

These past few days I have been nursing our Mr. Double R, because he was having a really really hard core cold fever. I have been up and awake till 3am, because his fever was really bad.. I've never seen him like that before. Fortunately now, he is recovering.. But it seems like his virus got into my system. I really think that it was from my boss, or somebody from the train station.. I've never been sick like I am now. Today, I had to leave work early because I have been vomiting non stop in the studio. I thought that I was gonna be okay because I had to do the U2 stuff. They are counting on me!! But actually this morning, I was in the RER alone, since Redza didn't have any class today. As usual, I thought that everything's gonna be okay. After 15 minutes in the train, I suddenly feel woozy, and believe it or not,my vision was blurry. I couldn't even see the face of a person in front of me. I was nearly collapsed, and it was really scary. I tried to call Redza but there was no signal. I was freaking out, because at that moment all I can think of is.. am I gonna be in the Hospital? Are those train people will send me to some weird doctor in some weird hospital? Who's gonna call Redza man!! So what I did was, I prayed the whole time in there. I was wishing that if the train could have been more faster.

As the train reached Gare de Lyon, a lot of people went out, so finally, I get the chance to sit. Although it was just one station left. I tried to call Redza several times, but there were no answer. He was sleeping of course. So I called my mom, just to ease the pain, and to make me awake. As the train stopped in Chatelet, I was ready to go out, and there was this one girl,with her motion-less face, asking me in French," Where did you buy it?" I was like..(huh?) and quickly went out. Few minutes later, I just realized that she was asking about my glittered phone. Sorry hunny, I was in a rush. She wouldn't even know who Tengku Syanaz is, as she was the one who did the glittering for me. For free!

Anyways, I went back home as early as 3pm. Redza came all the way to the studio just to pick me up. I really really love that man. sigh. Anyway, I am currently blogging like a sick puppy. I have 3 piece of clothes on me. With double layered socks. I am so sick.. But Redza is taking care of me now. He is now cooking some porridge for me. How sweet is that? Anyways, looking at the bright side, I smsed my dad saying " Papa.. I am sick.. :(." He then quickly called me and ask me if I've been taken to the clinic. As we were talking about my sickness I was telling him, " papa.. it is winter sale now. Can you give me more money for shopping?" and he asked me back, "Of course,how much do you want?" hehe.

Winter Sale

We went to the La Vallee yesterday for shopping. The winter sale already started this last Wednesday, it was packed with people, inside and outside the mall. It was fun for me, but not for Redza though. I can totally understand it, since he doesn't enjoy shopping when there's too many people ransack the whole shopping floor. But I enjoyed it so much!! I love it! I bought a bunch of clothes, and I think I'm addicted to this sale thing. Damn,I'm loving it! As we were passing by the Ralph Lauren boutique, there was a long queue to get in, which is crazy!! But hell yeah, it was worth a queue! We went to most of our favourite store to look for Redza's shoes. As we walked into the Dolce boutique, our eyes were sparkling as we saw there were a lot of cool man sneakers in Dolce, and it was so cheap after the sale!! My oh my, I'm so gonna continue shopping next week!!

Everybody with their shopping bags

Including my Redza..well...although it was my shopping bag!

Traffic jam in the car park makes me stressed out and hungry!

As Redza drove slowly away from the mall.. we thought we saw Sir Alex Ferguson

Even Carefour stuff are on sale now!

Snow White

The weather has not been very good these past few days, and it was snowing heavily. The temperature now is down to -9. So actually, we didn't have to go up to the mountain in Chamonix. Oh yes, I've been promoted, as the new first designer assistant of J Maskrey. J's going to the States next week, for the Presidential Ceremony, since Obama is now the new president of United States. Guess what? U2 is going to play for the president! I have to create something for them next week. Oh yea, I forgot.. I have a new intern girl working under me. This is so cool!! Anyway, she was in one of the best fashion school in France. Her face kind of remind me of someone I really hate.(yikes!) Haha, actually the new intern girl look a lot like Redz ex girlfriend.euwh. but basically, That intern girl is a very nice girl.. and I like to have my coffee to be on my new desk every morning.. :D Anyway, I would never bully innocent civilians (I would if they aren't innocent). Anyhow, she has been very obedient so far. I like that. Damn, I'm so bad. God spare me.

Snowing

hmmm

Hey huns, when is it gonna stop?

Our car.. Catastrophe

Look at the Ice..

Redz was trying to sell my name all over the car park

Told ya

New Year's Eve Party

Speaking of New Year Party, I just wanted to wish all of the viewers, Happy New Year 2009!! Last wednesday, Redza was suppose to pick up an important medical report for himself in Le Mans. Both of us took off early in the morning just to get that little piece of report, but as we got there, the doctor wasn't at the clinic, and he didn't leave anything with his secretary. We were so frustrated about it, so we decided to ring the boys.. Fairuz and Chung Han!! I just love their presence, they just make me laugh all the time! As we were all goofing around Le Mans, both of us decided to bring the 'two brothers' back with us. It was a great idea since it was a New Year's eve. The night before, me and Bai were discussing about the New Year's eve party. We browsed through a lot of sites. We wanted to go to Champs-Elysees at first but it was a last minute plan so, we thought that it might be a lil too late to make any reservation, since Champs-Elysees is after all, a touristic place.

We crossed our finger, and found a cool NYE party held by the Club Med World Paris. Bai did all the reservation, it was fantastic! It was in Cour Saint Emilion. Great place, very classy. I like...!

Party people

Let's party with style..

Countdown 2009! Wooooot!!

Love you hunky berry

Redz was the victim of the vampirilla.rarrr

6 am...home!!

The dudes

Trip to Chamonix Part 2

The night ended with a lot of food and laugh. We went to this one restaurant in the centre ville called National. It was fun, the food were superb. Highly recommended by us 4, hehe.. Bai ended up ordering a large portion of dessert. But no matter, the boys ate the most of it of course. As for our main dish, me and Redz took the yummy beef hot plate. Zaim was happy with his Foie gras and Bai ordered her favourite duck dish.. I can't remember the name exactly, Canard something..

There were nothing much along our way back. We just did a pit-stop in Annecy, because we heard that the place is famous for its lake. But when we got there..it was close to nothing. I don't knowreally, maybe it is just because all the shops were closed. It was Christmas day anyways.

The whole team

Trip to Chamonix!

It feels as if they arrived yesterday. The memories are still fresh in mind. But the truth is, they all left yesterday morning. I missed my mom already.. It was fun following my family around, shopping and stuff. But I simply can't forget out trip to Chamonix, with Bai and Zaim. It was supposed to be a 5 and a half hour drive, but since all of us did a frequent pit-stop, it took us about 7 hours! We left the house at 10.30 pm...which is totally crazy.. But thank god Redza took a long nap before we go, unlike Zaim. Poor guy, must be really sleepy.

First pit-stop

and several to go..

We arrived as early as 7.30am.. As soon as we checked in, my mom and auntie prepared us breakfast. I looove the view of the mountains from our rooms. We booked 4 rooms, each room for 2 person. The temperature was -4. I think both Redza and Zaim had a pretty hard time driving through the morning mist.

Mama's room for breakfast

centre ville

It was fun for everybody for a couple of hours, walking around the city..until we decided to go up to the mountain.. Only several of us were willing to go up, but as for my aunt, my elder bro and sis-in-law, they would rather stay in the hotel. I totally can understand their feelings because it was really cold.

Mont Blanc

Big family

The girls

The Boys

It was pretty much a life and death experience. I swear..it was really cold up there.. I am not going to go up to any mountain again. Ever. It was -9, and we were freezing cold.

Spot a Mysterious phantom.. :D

So happy to be back from the death mountain!!

It was on the Christmas day when we arrived in Chamonix. Our Christmas night journey is to be continued in my next post. Stay tuned..

True Hard Love

I've watched Britney Spears documentary recently in MTV.com and I found that this quote is interesting, " I can't believe somebody that is such an a** hole can be so nice at the same time.." It sounded hilarious at first but as I look back closely what has been going on in my life, I started to believe that those words are true. Have you ever been in the situation where you are so in love with a person that everything is just so messed up whenever you or your lover starts to make a conversation? You can also get so paranoid whenever your lover trying to say something that is so meaningless but you take it into a whole different level. How can you love a person and hate him/her at the same time? I've been in those situation.. and it sucks.

Moral of the story, don't let your heart cut loose to somebody too much. end.

Ma mere me manque terriblement!!

Ma mere va arriver aujourd'hui!! I miss her!! I can't wait to see my mommy!! and also my cute chubby lil' brother! Me and Redza are going to pick her up later at the CDG airport. I'm so excited!! This time,she'll be staying for 2 weeks only :( well, better then nothing right? My aunty, my eldest brother with his wife will be arriving in Paris on the following week! I'm going to have so many people in the house! yay!! Redza is excited too :) My mom is thinking to go to Switzerland for Christmas.. but I don't know.. it's too cold! I've enough of the snow! It's snowing a lil' in Paris now.sigh.. I wanna see my dad too but he was telling me the other day on the phone, "You guys have fun there, I don't wanna go to Paris.It's winter! Too cold!" So bad... :(

During summer last year. with my BIG BABY bro

Sweet honey bun

I was a bit sad and lonely at home, because studio's closed, so I've no work today. But my baby was in his Uni. Since today's our first Anniversary, he did a beautiful surprise for me as soon as he came back home.. I'm so happy!!

So pretty!! Thanks sayang!!

Happy Anniversary to us!!

How quickly time passed by.. Happy Anniversary darling!!